Re: A personal quality in danger......... clinging for dear life!

["Jason Paris <jambay53@...>" <jambay53@...>]

Hi Alexandra,

> Actually I had the same thing happen to me for the first time, just 
a few days ago. <

Thanks for relating your experience. It serves to confirm my 
interpretation of my own experiences.


Re: your meeting, may I suggest that your inability to "stop" your 
behaviour is no reason to be ashamed.

As much as you can, observe your behaviours - good and bad - 
*impassively*, and be kind to yourself. 

Being a "student of Hermetics" (especially one who's in the early 
stages of balancing their 'Elemental Equilibrium') does not mean that 
you're bereft of imperfections. It *does* mean that you're willing 
to identify your imperfections, and to change them at - and under - 
your will.

Your bad is as valid a part of you as your good, and is no more 
deserving of shame.

All the best,

Jason