digression..

["chenxsi" <chenxsi@...>]

Hi.

These few days it seems as if i am feeling less and less motivated to 
continue IIH...in fact, i seem to have lost interest in everything! 
I've thought alot about why i've become like this, and it appears 
that i no longer find it meaningful to do anything at all. For the 
past few weeks i've been living life like an aimless zombie, not 
caring much about anything anymore.

Sometimes i do feel less spiritual, but this time, this is serious! 

Although i find it meaningless to pursue IIH, i just felt like i have 
to continue IIH just to find out the true meaning of doing so.

Whatever the case, what exactly is the meaning of pursueing knowledge 
and wisdom in general? What is the ultimate goal of doing such 
things? And when you have achieved that goal, what next? Do you go on 
and on forever? If this question never came to my mind in the first 
place, i do not think i will be like this right now...