Re: Question on Soul Mirror work?

["Jason Paris" <jambay53@...>]

Dear Kiyan and everyone who replied.....

Thank you! :-]

Jason


--- In BardonPraxis@yahoogroups.com, "fist_of_mars"
<fist_of_mars@y...> wrote:
> 
> 
> Hello Jason,
> 
> I've been working on step one for about eight months, but only very 
> seriously for about two months (i.e. close to an hour in the morn, an 
> hour in the eve). I am experiencing massive life changes.
> 
> With regards to the eucharistic-based magics, at first I 
> impregnated "health" into my wish. This seemed to have the effect of 
> making me exercise more, heh heh. Because that wish was so abstract 
> and because I was having trouble, at the time, creating IIH routines, 
> I did breath/food/drink impregnations with the wish of succesfully 
> managing IIH step one routines into my daily schedule. In two weeks 
> I was doing my hour in the morning and a week later I had no trouble 
> doing it in the evening, too. Wish completion in 3 weeks!
> 
> Events did alter in support of the change but if they hadn't I'm sure 
> I would have changed my environment anyway.
> 
> I impregnated health into my girlfriend's soup recently and she went 
> from a terrible cold to feeling much better in one day. So it seems 
> to work on other people, but I'm not going to experiment too much 
> with this right now. Consider that as minor anecdotal evidence. My 
> girlfriend did not know that I'd impregnated the health wish into her 
> soup.
> 
> To impregnate food I do this personal childhood magic thing where 
> this guy in my head (yes, I know I sound crazy) loads the spell 
> called Conscious Eating. I imagine this golden dust enters the food 
> I'm about to eat. The guy in my head types out "Kiyan wishes he will 
> maintain and complete his IIH step one routines." The data flows 
> into the dust that goes into the food. I imagine various scenes of 
> me completing the thought control meditations, the stretching, the 
> soul mirror, etc. that compromise Step One and imagine these scenes 
> in the actual food. I do this for about a minute. Then I eat, 
> thinking the whole time about my wish. Sometimes I'll segment my 
> food to various components of my wish. That brocolli is 
> stretching/exercising, that forkfull of noodles is thought 
> discipline, etc. I actually don't reccomend segmenting food like 
> this, I only do it as a crutch when I have a hard time visualizing 
> all my wish into all my food.
> 
> By the way, this is almost impossible to do this around other people, 
> or if the radio is on, or if someone is talking to me. If I cannot 
> escape company I try to cut my meal in half and eat half my meal 
> magically and half my meal socially.
> 
> For this type of magic, I let my math/engineering mind stand to the 
> side. I have faith, I do what feels right, I get results. I go from 
> step A to C and then can presume that B is there even if I can't 
> measure it with my ruler. So for me, the Akasha is there.
> 
> Gotta go, time for me to eat! :)
> 
> -- Kiyan
> 
> > I was hoping other folks here would be willing to share their
> > experience of eucharistic-based character change: what was it 
> like? 
> > 
> > Did you wake up one morning and suddenly possess the quality that
> > you'd been working towards? 
> > 
> > Did it come on gradually - perhaps with an occasional slide back - 
> and
> > then fully integrate into your character? 
> > 
> > Did you need to actively engage your will in the process, and 
> perhaps
> > some auto-suggestion? 
> > 
> > Did events, circumstances and "things" around you begin to alter 
> too,
> > seemingly in support of your own change?
> > 
> > Someone here recently suggested that when the eucharistic magics 
> work,
> > they do so because of a "placebo" effect. That is, if one
> > impregnates *someone else's* food/water/air with a thought, that
> > person gets no benefit. Inversely, it works only when one
> > *consciously* consumes the substance that's been impregnated *by
> > oneself*. 
> > 
> > In other words, it only works if you *believe* in it.
> > 
> > However, Rawn is emphatic: we are impressing an idea upon the 
> Akasha
> > resident in the substance, and it's *actually* altering our mental 
> and
> > astral bodies.....whether we believe it or not.
> > 
> > Given that I (sadly) have no personal evidence to support that, I'm
> > curious to hear of others' discoveries.
> > 
> > Thank you kindly,
> > 
> > Jason Paris